Jesus Camp: How Religious Trauma Made Me Suicidal Video

Jesus Camp: How religious trauma made me suicidal
NEW: Part 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf48adFetwY

Sharing about my experience at Jesus camp. It was more like military training, the pastors called it, "Jesus Boot Camp." Years later, I realized I had been brainwashed and part of a cult. Finding my voice -- using it and shining a light on pastors who abused their power to harm others in the name of their god -- now, being an outspoken atheist and finally exposing this part of my past is liberating.
The school - SAGU Valor: https://saguvalor.com/why/

You can see this post on my blog here: https://bit.ly/2DTpgzV
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See SIA for help: http://sia-now.org/
Also, Recovering From Religion: https://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/#rfr-welcome
See this post on patheos.com: https://bit.ly/2B6zoqH

Secular Therapy Project: https://www.seculartherapy.org/
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A couple weeks ago I made a video on being indoctrinated and molested. I briefly mentioned my Jesus Boot Camp experience and a few of you wanted to hear that story.

This video gets graphic and I want to say again, that I do not support the damaging idea of self-harm. I used self-harm to escape a cult. Being indoctrinated, only being exposed to bad ideas planted quite a few in my head. I honestly saw self-harm as my only way out of the situation I was in.

Hope you guys are doing well and let me know if you'd like to hear me talk more about how harmful I think religion is.

*** Side note - I absolutely hate that I have the typo "refering" at 2:25... "referring." *facepalm... as a person who loves words as much as I do, that looks horrible. Ugh.. anyway... here's Wonderwall... lol...

I got to speak with Seth Andrews from The Thinking Atheist a couple years ago about this story: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4cJp2hzkBQ

Also spoke with The Prodigal Boys recently: https://www.theprodigalboys.com/jesus-christ-this-sugar-is-heavy-ft-sarah-rocksdale/
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Related Videos:

How I Overcame the Fear of Hell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJioepRThdw&t=13s

-Indoctrinated & Molested: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCOvA_lAGbM&t=1s

-Thoughts On #MeToo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3QcVMYHZLc

-I'm An Atheist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_a7izq0tao
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